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Identifying my True Niche
I'm in the throes of an identity crisis. This experience is nothing new for me.
Little Long Pond, Acadia (9x12) oil
I've been reading, "We're all Weird" by Seth Godin. Essentially the book is about how societies around the world are buying "things and stuff" that develop their individual weird taste - and explains why the old ways of mass marketing are completely non-relevant for sales in practically any and every arena. What does this mean for me? The first thing that comes to mind is that my individual (weird) gifts are not those of a full time, passionate artist. I might as well face the truth of the matter. I'm first and foremost- a communicator.
I communicate in a variety of ways, blogs and articles, ebooks, pictures, and in person. I have a passion to help artists succeed - well some artists. I don't like working with egotists who are trollish - but then I don't have time to help everyone anyway.
The good news is that with the Internet, and new ways of "getting the word out", none of us needs to follow the crowd to make a living. In fact, the more unique we are, the easier it will be to build a sufficient following. As artists, we are not factories, and our work will not appeal to the masses. All I need to remember is to be myself, discover and nourish my unique gifts, and go from there.
This morning, as I wrote in my journal, I purposely filtered out the imagined "other" voices/opinions that tend to crowd my mind and thinking. I narrowed down my unique gifts to just 3 things I'm absolutely sure I possess. Even more than "possess", these are things I have a passion for and enjoy, and guess what? A full time artist did not make the list - it didn't even come close!
I feel a lot of outside pressure to be that full time artist. After all, it's been said that if I want to help others market their work and teach them art principles, I ought to, at the very least be a successful full time artist myself. But I had a strange dream last night - it was one of the "waitressing nightmares" that I often have when I'm feeling overwhelmed. I worked as a waitress for 3 years during college, and although I got pretty good at it, I was never great at it because waiting tables requires that I juggle a bunch of details in my head - in essence, multi-processing. My brain has never done this well. The nightmares have changed themes over the years. Interestingly, in the last 10 years, I sometimes decide to quit on the spot and walk out when I realize that the job is not a good fit.
Last night's dream was different than the others. I hadn't started working at the restaurant yet. I needed to make money, so waitressing seemed like a good way to get some extra $$. I met with a group of wait people and the manager the day before my first shift. A few of the faces in my dream were artists whom I know in real life. Then I met with the restaurant "doctor" ahead of time to get some counseling. By talking to her, I realized that I was about to embark on a job that did not fit my best abilities, and I was taking it on for all the wrong reasons. I was doing it because I thought I should, and just for the income. I was not going to be great at it, nor was I going to enjoy it.
I asked the counselor to talk to the manager and ask if she might have a "paperwork" job, so I could work behind the scenes, away from the bustle and confusion of the restaurant, where I might be able to focus on one thing at a time. The counselor advised that I speak directly to the manager, so I expressed this sentiment to the manager, and she looked at me like she thought I was crazy.
However, I had already committed to working at the restaurant and needed to prepare myself emotionally and physically for my first shift the next morning. I felt trapped, feeling like I had made the wrong choice. Refusing to show up would be irresponsible.
I don't recall many of my dreams, but this one stayed with me long enough this morning to write it down. Then I began pondering how the dream relates to my current priorities and obligations. To make a long story - shorter than it could be - I once again came to the realization that my niche does not lie with painting full time. I do enjoy painting, but I enjoy writing, communicating, instructing through images and words, and helping others more than I ever enjoyed "just painting".
These thoughts are not new, but I forget them when I am influenced by other artists and outside pressure to conform. I'm, by nature, a non-conformist. My husband and I had Chinese take-out last night. I don't take my fortune cookie messages as prophesy, but that little piece of paper said something that stuck with me (and probably led to last night's dream). It said, "Be unconventional, even Visionary". I showed it to my husband, and he replied, "That's already you".
I've never followed the crowd or liked to be told by others what to do. I'm a believer in seeking good advice, but while doing what makes the most sense for me. I don't like standard, one size fits all, recipes for success. They often don't work and leave artists feeling hopeless. We all must find our own niche, and build our own following - whether we hire agents to help us or do it entirely on our own.
Who Am I... Really?
I am and have always been a teacher. As soon as I learned to ride a bike, I was helping my non-riding friends learn. I helped them out by describing how it feels, yet not pushing my expectations on them. We all have enough daily pressure to impress, succeed and compete in this world - no one needs a teacher whose ego must be satisfied by the successes of their students. I believe that people are primarily responsible for their own choices, work and achievements... no one else can claim they "made" the artist successful. Sure, we can all help, but only the artist can make or break a career in the end. No gallery, teacher, advisor, or parent is completely the source of an individual's success.
I am a writer... more often than a painter. I know artists who must paint every day. That's never been the case with me. My morning thoughts are written down daily and have been so for 20 years. I have stacks of journals and notes from books I've read and workshops I've taken.
I love to research and learn about a variety of things: Art Marketing, painting, academic art concepts, and trending topics. When I was younger, I'd spend entire days at the library reading about the history of my town, how to prepare a house for sale... you name it. I could never get enough information about the world around me. Today, reading ebooks, online articles and feeding my brain with useful information is pure joy.. It's another part of who I am. Currently, I'm researching, What collectors' want by gathering stats from collectors at various levels.
Lastly, I enjoy drawing and painting. I always have - AND I like detail... I don't want to use a big brush. That doesn't mean I admire work only similar to my own. There are abstract works that have just as much merit as my old-fashioned paintings. I must be who I am, both as a communicator and an artist. Others need to understand who they are , where their artwork fits in, and not be pushed into a style or technique that is not pure joy for them. We're all different. If all artists painted the same way, how boring the world would be.
Conclusions:
My plate is full right now with a variety of projects. If I am to devote my time to one or two, I must leave a lot of stuff on the back burner. Things that I could probably do well, but alas do not have the time to fully explore. Furthermore, I must listen to my own heart and longings - and ignore the agenda that other, well meaning, friends-artists-mentors have for me. It's going to take guts to give up a few things I'm pretty darned good at. However, if I don't focus on what's important, natural and most fun for me, I won't get much accomplished - probably ever. Worse, I'll not be happy.
It's OK to be different. I don't need to read everyone else's stuff, nor do I need to sound, teach, or paint like they do. God has made me an individual, like no other being and has an agenda for me to contribute. The Bible states that if we're all "eyes", then what good does that do for the rest of the body?
In order for me to be really useful, I will concentrate on my natural abilities and personality traits, and ignore the rest. I can assure you, that you will not see me as a full time artist. If I choose that path, I will not have time to do the things that really matter to me: Writing, teaching, helping.
Sincerely,
@loriwords
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23 Responses to Identifying my True Niche
Padgett McFeely
via lwsimons.fineartstudioonline.com19 months ago
You are one amazing woman, Lori! You are certainly an inspiration to me in your 'redefining' process - I feel like I too am in the midst of redefining myself.
Most important for me (which I see you doing constantly) is to keep expressing myself as only the creator intended.
I am reminded of Martha Graham and this quote which hangs on the door to my studio (and office):
"There is a vitality, a life force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and it will be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is or how valuable nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open."
You write so beautifully - thank you for sharing so much of yourself with all of us.
Lori Woodward
via loriwords.com19 months ago
Thanks so much Padgett for taking the time to write a comment and for your encouraging words. The quote by Martha Graham is wonderful and worth remembering.
Thanks for sharing, and I hope you make good progress in defining your focus and gifts.
--Lori---
Rosemary Carstens
via lwsimons.fineartstudioonline.com19 months ago
Lori: This is an important post and fits in perfectly with some of the discussion we had earlier this year in Tucson. I'll check out Seth Godin's book--I cherish my personal weirdness! My best to you in your process--
Karen Thumm
via woodwardsimons.com19 months ago
Lori, thanks SO much for posting this today! I felt as if you were talking about me.
I often feel very guilty because I am not dedicated to my painting, devoting hours and hours to it every day and neglecting other aspects of life like some artists claim you must do if you want to "make it" in the art world. That is just not me. I can go for months without painting a single brush stroke.
But, I do have lots of other interests and a curious nature. I, too, am much better at paperwork than waitressing. I love to take messes and organize them, for instance.
The past few years I've been in a huge identity crisis along with a very blocked state regarding my art. Gradually I'm beginning to accept that it's okay to be "just" a "hobby painter" and not expect that every painting I create has to be good enough to sell.
I, too, have always been very independent minded, and you've helped me to realize that I'm not that unusual. Maybe I'm not a failure as an artist after all since I'm not motivated to devote my life to creating. Maybe dabbling in art is enough to fulfill my life's dream of being an artist.
Clint Watson
via woodwardsimons.com19 months ago
Lori - I think He has spoken to you. It feels good to be sure doesn't it?
Diane Young
via lwsimons.fineartstudioonline.com19 months ago
Lori, I LOVE it!!! Thank you for sharing.
Diane
Esther J. Williams
via lwsimons.fineartstudioonline.com19 months ago
Lori, I was trying to get off the computer and I saw this blog you put on Facebook, then I remembered yesterday you said that you wrote a blog about why you felt you would not be a top-tier artist like the others in the Putney Group. I was anxious to read this reason. Now that I read it, I congratulate you for discovering yourself and affirming it. Even though I think you are a damn good artist, I appreciate all the hours upon hours you have taken to write helpful articles on Fine Art Views. It has helped me to grow as a professional artist and I am ever so grateful for your wisdom and finger on the pulse of the art market. I have grown throughout the past three years of reading your stories. The comments you wrote the other day on Keith`s article in fact were mind blowing, really. I have been marketing myself smarter now thanks to you and the other writers for FASO. Now I must get back to it. Cheers!
Lori Woodward
via loriwords.com19 months ago
Thanks for saying what you just did Esther. You made my day! Possibly even my week!
Michelle Basic Hendry
via woodwardsimons.com19 months ago
Lori, I have discovered a lot of things through you and because of your efforts over the years. Although I am often silent in my appreciation, this time I could not let this go without a giant:
"Hear here!!!"
Keep inspiring... and thanks for having the courage to share this.
I am off to go read Seth G. and listen ?or keep listening?.... to myself.
**Cheers***
Carol McIntyre
via woodwardsimons.com19 months ago
Elegantly stated Lori and thank you for expressing your thoughts and your convictions.
For the longest time when I would read or hear someone say, "You have to define your niche," I thought it meant I had to limit myself to one direction [I love the MG quote above.], but recently I have realized that in order to be who I am, I have to pursue more than one direction as you have described so well above.
A few weeks ago, I attended a very helpful webinar about LinkedIn. The expert has also written a book about how to use LinkedIn. In conjunction, he sells and distributes office furniture in Milwaukee. When I reviewed his LI profile he reaches out to both 'niches'. I thought, now why is that not something I can do and not confuse the world? No, I am not going to go and sell furniture :) but that cloud of doubt is gone!
Keep writing, teaching and painting, Lori. You are sharing your arts to make the world a better place.
Chrissy
via loriwords.com19 months ago
I followed Michelle's post to find you and loved it. I am on the brink of big changes...and gonna be without a job. I did waitressing too ~ and it was ok so I am not afraid. But, I hope so much to undertake a variety of projects that are dear to my heart, some will pay and some will not but I hope to get a balance between $$$ and inner peace. I really enjoyed your thoughts :)
Michael H Ballard
via loriwords.com19 months ago
Very nicely said.
You do wonderful and enchanting work.
Michael
kaslkaos
via loriwords.com19 months ago
I came over from Michelle's blog too, and this post has such resonance for me. One has to really consider the 'things we do for money' and how much, and what kind, and how best to manage those other times. Thanks for a thoroughly thought provoking post.
Joni Beach
via loriwords.com19 months ago
I am in the process of doing what you described here...with the changing systems of "work", one has to consider how to incorporate the new media and technology for long-term goals--and that's not always easy!
Lori Woodward
via loriwords.com19 months ago
Hi friends,
I'm appreciative of you all for encouraging me by taking the time to read this long post and giving me feedback.
I have been asked to do a presentation as a keynote speaker on Ariane Goodwin's SmARTist telesummit in January, and I need a few short testimonials. These will come in handy for my workshop at Scottsdale Artist School and an ebook I'm writing.
If any of you feels that I have in some way made a positive difference for you from my writing or personal support (in comments) please consider contacting me here on this website to send me a few lines describing how my writing/teaching has helped you. I admit that I should have gotten testimonials together a couple of years ago, but you know how it is... too many tasks too little focus.
Sincerely,
Lori
Jacqueline
via loriwords.com19 months ago
Lori, reading this article made me think of a book title for your autobiography you will write one day ; ) "The Reluctant Artist".
I did a job for 18 years that I was so sure I was meant to do. I was happy doing it, ill equipt at first, but learned what I needed to in order to be successful at it. I liked the daily challenges I faced. Now that I am an artist, what I trained to do right out of High School, I feel that I finally found what I was actually meant to do. Do you think sometimes we need to find our way in a round about way in order to grow and mature first? I felt inadequate and mute as an artist when I was 19, but now, 20 years later and a lifetime of experience behind me, I feel I have something to say, a statement to make and acknowledge my own uniqueness. I don't think it was a mistake that it took this long to become an artist...what are your thoughts?
Lori Woodward
via woodwardsimons.com19 months ago
Yes, Jacqueline, I agree - after 4 years of art school in college (without getting much of an academic education there) I went back to college for a nursing for a year until I married and moved to New Hampshire where I worked for a computer company for the next 10 years. All the while, I did very little, if any artwork.
It took me that long to detox from my college experience with art. But at the same time, those other courses and careers built my self-esteem and gave me courage so that when I returned to art - it was on my own terms.
Every experience along the way has contributed to my ability to do what I do today. Besides, artists who do nothing else of interest in their lives seem rather boring.
OOOhhhh. I'm gonna get in trouble for saying that ;-)
Bill Hibberd
via woodwardsimons.com18 months ago
Lori, I really enjoyed reading about your dream and how it has confirmed your direction. I plan to follow your blog now that I'm aware of it. You do indeed come across as a positive communicator.
Peace,
Bill
Phyllis
via woodwardsimons.com14 months ago
Thank you, Lori, for your insights...they are so freeing! I am probably closer to your personality type and talents than I am to a full-time painter. People often ask why I don't paint more, once they see my work. You just removed all the guilt!
I, too, need a good academic basis in my head. Just seeing a noted artist do a mostly silent demo leaves me a little frustrated. I appreciate that you cover these topics in depth, in a way we can all grasp, no matter our orientation professionally.
Please continue enlightening us by sharing your valuable combination of talents and skills.
Lori Woodward
via woodwardsimons.com14 months ago
Thanks Phyllis. Many artists can't talk and demo at the same time. I've had the privilege of working with some of the best artist/instructors. Daniel keys is a friend of mine, and he's gracious enough to let me use his images so I don't have to paint every example on my own.
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